28 Week Update

Well we have almost made it through another week. Everything is going good. The Dr. would like to write me out of work soon. But I would like to work until the end of January. We will see what the babies decide to do. I have been having a few contractions, but nothing painful or consitant.

Sarah is doing good too. She had a fabulous Christmas and talks about seeing Santa alot. She came home the other night and told me that she has a new boyfriend at school. His name is Andreas. God, she is turning into me!! Not good! I have not met this new "friend" yet.

We hope everyone has a great New Years. Be safe out there! Have a drink for me, please.....

Picture Time!

Okay, everyone has been asking me to post pictures (yes, Michelle, you are everyone) so here it goes. This is courtesy of Sarah.

I am now 26 wks 2 days. The Dr. says he will deliver me at 36 weeks. There is no reason to go farther than that. The babies are growing good. Baby Boy is 2 pounds 3 ounces, Baby Gitl is 2 pound 5 ounces.

Sarah visits Santa

Sarah looking at her Christmas list.

We took Sarah to see Santa at the Janss Mall last night. He is a fabulous Santa! Sarah brought her list that her and Poppy made and he read through everything on it! Sarah didn't want him to keep it, only remember what is on the list. She said she would leave it with his milk and cookies on Christmas Eve. Here are a few pictures.

Day 2 of Pixie

Money

The Money on the tree

Pixie with her note

On Day two Pixie left money on our Christmas tree! She thought it would be really cool to have a moey tree to pay for all those gifts, so she left some play money on our tree. Too bad it wasn't real money.

Babies and Sarah

I just realized I have under 100 days before these babies come, 98 to be exact! So far so good. I go to the Dr. on Monday. I haven't been feeling them too much and when I do the movements are very low. Ihope that is an okay sign. We will find out Monday. Oh and I passes my 3 hour gestational diabetes test. Whew! That's all I would need is to be on a diet!

We are taking Sarah to see Santa tonight. She and my dad made a list of what she wants from the Target and Toys R Us ads. Almost everything on it is Princess related! She will bring it to Santa tonight. I told her after we see Santa we have to stop in at TRU to get another present for Hunter. She says oh good, that's where the princess kitchen is and then you can buy it for me! I said no, that is not how it works. You need to be a good girl and MAYBE Santa will bring that to you. But good try. She is very inquisitive about Santa. This morning she asked if Santa had a potty. Weird question but okay. I said yes he does. He lives in a house just like eeryone else but it is in the North Pole which is very far away and very cold. That seemed to satisfy the curiosity for now. So many questions, so little answers!

Princess Sarah

Just a recent picture of Sarah and the tree. Yes, she is dressed as a princess. In case you didn't know, she LOVES Princess's and dresses up almost every night!

More Pictures!

Here are some pictures from the past month or so. I am not good at taking many pictures, but Tim is. This must have been while I was at work. She is getting pretty good on her bike!

Pixie Has Returned!

Pixie's TP'ing work

The note Pixie left.

Pixie and her TP

Sarah and Pixie

For those of you who have not heard about Pixie she is an elf that came to visit Sarah last year for Christmas. 12 days before Christmas she arrives and "plays" at night and is a statue during the day. Last night was the first night. Sarah woke up this morning to the kitchen being TP'd by Pixie. She left a note saying she is so excited to visit her again this year. I wonder what she will do tonight!

Only 108 Days To GO!!

Oh my goodness, that seems like such a long time! Me and my passengers are doing fine. I had and appt with Dr. J (high risk) on Monday. Everything looks good. Baby boy weighs 1 pound 1o oz. Baby girl weighs 1 pound 13 oz. He is a little concerned about the weight of Baby boy. He says I need to rest more. Not sure how much more resting I can do! I sit all day at work and after I make dinner I sit at home. Of course I asked if I can still work and he said yes. So I will do my best.

Tim cleaned out our old office. We found place for all the crap, whether it was in the trash, donated or put in the garage, we did find a place. My house seems so unorganized right now. But it will get better. My dad started painting last weekend. He was able to patch the holes, put the primer on, and paint the chair rail. He will come back Sunday to paint the rest. We decided to do a light tan color on top and white on the bottom. Out bedding will match great! I bought 2 sets of the same pattern, just pink for the girl and blue for the boy. I will show pictures once we get all set up. It seems like we have most of the stuff we need. We do need to buy a carseat (we picked on out a BRU, it is pink!) and we need a highchair, but not right now. After Christmas I will get everything out and start washing. A lot of stuff is hand-me-downs so I want to disinfect everything.

Our Thanksgiving was good. My Aunt Donna (aka: Nanny) came to visit and cook for us. She is so great! We had dinner at my grandparents house.

Sarah is doing great in school. She has a Christmas Program coming up in a few weeks. She is practicing all her songs. So cute! I hope everyone had a good Thanksgiving. I will update more in a few weeks!

Why I haven't Posted-Your Questions Answered

Most of you don't know, but 2 weeks ago I went to the high risk OB for my regular check. The Dr. thought he saw something on the ultrasound that could be a mild case of Spina Bifoda. He suggested I get an amnio. So immediatly I agreed. Well I didn't know they do it right then and there! But it was not bad. An amnio is where they stick a long needle in your belly through the sac to pull the amniotic fluid out. Since I am having twins, I got to do this twice! That fluid tells you everything! They take two big viles out of this fluid. It was not painful. I had a little cramping when they were doing it. Oh yeah I got to watch them do it to, there is no curtain. Luckily I am not afraid of needles. Then came time to wait......It takes 10-14 days to get the results. The Dr. said depending on the severity would depend on what they would do. My OB said that they would not deliver them early because once you deliver one you have to deliver the other one. So that was out of the question.

Wednesday I got the call! All the results came back OKAY!! They tested for any chromosomal defects, such as Downs, and that was normal. The Spina Bifoda test came back normal as well. We are both so relieved! One question I want to ask the Dr. is if they can tell whether either of these babies will have the birth defect that Sarah has. I am not sure if that can be tested or you just wait until the babies are born. Her Dr. said he has never seen a sibbling with the same problem. But there is a 3% chance.

So that is the reason why I did not post anything. I wanted to be sure before I posted it. All is good. I am feeling a little funky today but I am sure it is just the day. Hope everyone has a good weekend!

22 wk update

Okay so I am not very good at this updating thing. So here it goes. Me and my "passengers" as the receptionist at the Dr.'s office calls them, went to see the OB yesterday. He actually did a few things! I was measured. His comment was "it is definatly expanding!' Yeah I know, thank you. He listened to the heatbeats. We got to hear them but Dr. G was not sure if it was only one he was hearing or both. Sometimes they beat together. I told him I was always short of breath. His response was, "yeah, that happens, just relax." Okay but how do I sleep at night?! My blood pressure was good. I am going on Saturday to do the Gestational Diabetes test. That is where I have to drink this sugary orange drink (does not taste like orange soda!) and then wait an hour and they test my blood. With Sarah I failed that test and had to go back in for the 3 hour test. That is where I drink the crap and then every hour for three hours they test my blood to make sure my levels do go down. If they don't then I am labeled as being a gestational diabetic. The only thing I can do from there is to eat really good, maybe do insulin, depending on how severe. The only cure is to deliver the babies. If I have this I could also end up delivering big babies. So I would really need to watch it. I go back in 4 weeks. I see the high risk OB December 1st. I dread going to him becuase they take forever to scan the babies and measure them. I always have to have them stop in the middle because I can't breath. So frustrating!

Sarah is doing well. She is at preschool this whole week becuase daycare is closed. She is loving being at school everyday. I am thinking of taking her out of daycare and just keeping her in school since she loves it so much. I was talking to the teacher yesterday and she was telling me that the boys just love her! She tells them what to do and they just do it! So cute. She calls them "her boys." I think we are going to have to watch out for this little girl! The letter of the week is I. For share she wanted to bring ice cream! Smart, but no I wouldn't let her.

Next week is Thanksgiving. Tim and Sarah will put up our new fake tree while I make a side for dinner. Then we will go to my Grandmother and Grandfather Thiele's house in NP for dinner. My Aunt Donna is coming down to cook. This gives my mother a break. So I am excited to see Aunt Donna and Uncle Randy (if he can come). It will be a nice day. Then I am off Friday, first time in 10 years I have been off! I think Sarah and I will just hang out. I am not up to shopping with all the crazies on Black Friday. Either Saturday or Sunday my dad will come over and paint the nursery for us since Tim has to work and I can't get on a ladder. I ordered the bedding so as soon as that comes in I have to match paint. It is getting exciting! Between now and then I have to get Tim to help me clean out the room. The question is, where to put all the crap!!?? I have a feeling we will be donating a lot of it. :-( There is no room at the inn anymore.

Well that is all the news I have for now. Hope everyone is well.

Sarah's Results

I took Sarah to CHLA yesterday for her results on her dye test. She is doing okay. We are switching her regimin at night to oral medications. The Dr. thinks this work just the same, but be easier on all of us. It is getting very difficult to have to do all that in the evneings by myself since Tim works every night. I am sure in the beginning we are going to have some accidents but we will try to get through it.

I am feeling good, as good as I can be carrying twins. I am 20 weeks 4 days pregnant and getting really big! I am short of breath all the time and just plain uncomfortable. We see the Dr. next week so we will see what he has to say about these babies.

We will be starting on the nursery at the end of the month. I still have no idea what I am doing with it, but I will decide by then, I have to! Once that is done, then it will be Christmas and then I will be almost ready to have these little ones. I have been very lucky to have friends who have friends who have given me a bunch of baby stuff. We have almost all the big stuff, including 2 cribs! I do need to buy a carseat soon, before I go on bedrest, so we are ready!

This week we have been staying at my parents house because we had to get both the tub and the shower re-fabbed. The upstairs shower got a crack in it and replacing it was just way too expensive. So we ended up getting this new thing done and from what I have seen, it is going to look brand new. We go home tonight so I will get to see it. It has been nice staying at my parents. I have someone to talk to at night which is pleasant.

Baby

Girl baby face.

I'm a girl

Hard to tell but this is the girl baby.

Face

I believe this is the face of the boy baby.

I'm a boy

One of ultra sound pics from 10-20-08

18 weeks

Sorry I haven't updated with pictures. I am having issues uploading. I will try again today and see what happens.

Anyway, the twins and I went to the high risk OB yesterday. Everything looks good. We are definatly having a boy and a girl. Baby A (boy) is 9 oz and on my right side low. Baby B (girl) is 8 oz and on my left side and is higher. They label the babies A and B, because A is closer to the cervix, but with me having a C-section they take out whatever baby is in the way. I go back to him in 3 weeks. He referred me to a cardiologist because they cannot get good measurements on the girl, so just to be sure I will see her in 3 weeks. I see my regular OB in about 4 weeks. I have been having terrible headaches the last 4 days, so I went to see my OB yesterday since I was there. I thought I had high blood pressure, but that was fine. He said he could give me Vicodan, but I am not too sure I want to take that. You can take an addicting drug but not an over the counter drug. I just don't get it! So we are pretty much half way there. I am anxious to meet the little ones! I am also anxious to be done with this whole thing.

We are hopefully going to start working on the nursery soon. I still have no idea what I want to do with it. I thought I wanted monkeys but now I am thinking I want two different things. So as you can see I am very undecided. We have been going through names as well. We have a few names picked, but with me being so undecided who knows what these kids will be named!

Sarah is doing just fine. We had a great trip to Disneyland over the weekend, which I will update everyone on once I can upload pictures! She is loving school. She has been having some feet problems. She walks pigeon toed, so we took her to the podiatrist and she got some heel lifts in her shoes and they seem to be getting better. Today she received her orthotics which she wears with the heel lifts, so hopefully this will correct the problem. We go back in 6 months. She has a little procedure she has to do next Wednesday at CHLA. Just a test. So I will update that as soon as we know what the deal is.

Well I think that is all for now.

The Results Are In, Sort Of...

Well we went to the Dr. today. Looks like we are having a girl for sure (Baby A). Baby B looks like a boy. The tech got a glimps of his private's, but then he crossed his legs so they aren't 100% sure. We go back in 2 weeks. Everything else looks good.

Preschool Went Well!

So today was Sarah's first day of preschool. We are taking her to Princeton Preschool right by our house. I dropped her off this morning around 7:45. Suprisingly there were not a lot of kids there yet. Anyway, we found out who her teacher was. Her name is Ms. Julie. She showed us Sarah's classroom and where her cubby would be. Then I said goodbye and of course started crying so I had to leave. They said I could call anytime to check up on her. So of course I called around 10:30 and they said she was doing just fine. I picked her up around 5:15 and right away they knew who I was. I guess there was a dentist that came in to talk to the kids about brushing and flossing. And the cool thing was that it was the dentist office Sarah goes to! Of course Sarah had no idea, but that is cool. All the kids got a bag full of information. Next week I think an eye Doctor is coming to visit. I can't remember when they said they were coming. The teachers said she did very well for her first day. She got along with the kids and listened well. So I think she will do just fine. Of course the first few days will be hard on me, but I promised Sarah I wasn't going to cry again!

Tomorrow I am home with her. Daycare is closed so I took the day off. I am taking her to the podiatrist in the morning for her flat feet. Then we go to the OB's in the afternoon. A day of doctors!

Preschool

Here ia a picture of Sarah before I took her to school. I will update how her day went tonight.

4 years!

We took Sarah to the Dr. today. She had a good appoitment and is as healthy as can be. She now weighs 34 pounds (45th percentile). She went up on her weight. She had been in the 4th percentile since she was a few months old so this is good. She is 38 1/2 inches tall (25th percentile). She is a little pigeon-toed so the Dr wants me to take her to a podiatrist, she may need orthotics to fix them, so we will see. She got 3 shots (flu, chicken pox, and measles). She only cried after the third and it was more of a "give me attention" cry. Once she got her lollipop and stickers she was good to go. She got 3 band-aids which she was very happy about.

On a funny note- I was filling in the developmental questionaire and there were a few good questions on there that she knew right away how to do it. Some things she had to do was draw a circle, name the colors, hop on one foot, etc. Well one question was "What do you do with a cup?" Her response: Pee in it. This is after I had brought her in the bathroom to pee in the cup for a sample (which she didn;t do). Another questions, "What do you do with a chair?" Her response: Stand on it! I obviously had to answer no on if she got those right. We are so proud!

We also talked about the twins coming. He will be their pediatrician as well so the hospital will leet them know when I deliver. All the nurses are so excited for us! I am sure the Dr is too because he gets two more patients! Julie, our favorite nurse, said the first thing we are going to do is check out their butts! Damn right! :-)

Check back on Tuesday for the results to what the twins are. I will post Tuesday night, I PROMISE!!

14wks5days

I have made it through my first trimester, FINALLY! I am starting to feel better. I have more energy and I am able to stay up past 8 at night! I had to go to the Dr. last Thursday for cramping, but me and the babies are just fine. It is probably ligament pain I am feeling, but they did an u/s just to be sure. I need to stay off my feet as much as possible, but I can still work for now. Both babies were moving like crazy and i could not feel a thing! We will find out the sexes on October 7th, so check back to see what the results are.

Last Friday I felt the baby(ies) move for the first time. The Dr. had said I may feel them a little earlier than most because there is twice as much in there. It was just a little flutter, but definatly not gas! It was right below my stomach and if I paid attention the baby(ies) would stop moving. I have felt a little here and there but definatly not distinctive enough to tell which one it is or if it was both.

Sarah is doing well. She has been a little sick with a stomach virus of some sort. Just not herself, but on the mend. She goes to see her pediatrician on October 3rd for her 4 year check. We are a little late this year because her Dr. all of a sudden got extremly busy! (Doesn't he know who we are?!) She will have her check-up and shot(s) by the time she starts preschool on the 6th. I also get to tell her Dr. that he will have two more patients! I cannot wait to see the look on his face!

I have recent u/s pictures that we will post tonight. So check back.

12 wks3days

We went to see our two OB's yesterday. First we went to see the high risk OB, Dr. Jadali. He is very nice. His staff is super nice. They did an internal u/s first. She measured everything, head, arms, legs, etc. She is not 100% sure that the twins are fraternal. There is a membrane that sperates them and I guess by looking at that you can tell what they are. But we won't be sure until we find out the sexes and then if they are the same sex they will test their blood. Identical twins do have the same blood type. It was too early to see what sex they are, but both heartrates were 174. When I was pregnant with Sarah I read that the higher the heartrate the chances are it is a girl. But you never know until the babies come out. But my guess is 2 girls. Then she did the ultrasound on my belly and took more measurments. Then Dr. J came in and did a 3D ultrasound, which was so cool! You can see both babies in the picture. He said everything looked great and we will see him in a month.

Then we went across the hall to see Dr. G, my OB. He asked me what have I done and then laughed. We did get an ultrasound there too. Not nearly as cool as Dr. Jadali's machine though! Dr. G. says everything looks fine for now. He is sending me to get some blood tests done. He will not measure my belly this time. Last time he measured my belly and what ever the number was, that was supoosed to coincide with your weeks, well it never did of course. Anyway, he can't do that measurment because there are two babies and he would not get an accurate number. So I will get much more ultrasounds than normal and I will see him more often. I go back in a month and I think when I am 20 weeks, i will start seeing him every other week. He says I could very well go to 38 weeks, yeah I don't think so! He said to take it easy and eat well. I will give it a shot! We go back October 7th (our anniversary!).

Tim Gets a Promotion!

Not sure if everyone knows, but Tim has been working two jobs for about 4 months now. He has always wanted to work at Costco, but they only hire part time, pushing carts. Well who can afford to work part time and raise a family? Well, not us! Anyway, he decided to just try it with two jobs and see what happens. Well he has worked there for his 90 day probation and after that you can apply for other job openings. So he applied for a full-time cashier. God knows he has enough experience! Well he got it! He starts in 2 weeks, hopefully after training. We are so proud of him! He will work at Costco full time now. Not sure what is going on with Longs but he will have to have a second job to supplement his income for now.

We have our OB appt tomorrow. I am excited, yet nervous at the same time. I am sure all will go well. We will keep you posted.

My brother and his fiance, Heather, get the keys to their new house in a week! They have had a long escrow and it is finally coming to an end! yeah! Can't wait to see what the inside of thehouse looks like!

We Graduated!

Today was me and the babies last appoitment with Dr. B. I am sad because I LOVE HIM! But like he said, we can always come back a fourth kid. Dr. B I think you want me to go insane! Anyway, everything looks ggod. I am 11wks5d pregnant, so just about 12 weeks. He took me off all the hormones. I am VERY happy about that. He said I should start feeling like myself in a few days. I cannot wait! The babies are measuring good and he saw both hearts beating, so that is always a good sign. They took my blood one last time and I was off.

Tuesday I go to see my regualr OB, Dr. Gorelick and my high risk OB Dr. Jadali. I am excited but at the same time nervous. Hopefully both will be good appoitments.

Everything else is going good at home. We had a very uneventful Labor Day weekend. We literaly did nothing. But it was very nice to have no plans.

10wks5days

Well look at me, updating the blog again! Everything is going really well. I thought I had been feeling better this past weekend. Saturday I felt like I was feeling better. I only took one nauseas pill everyday until today! Today started out good but then I started not feeling so hot. I am eating now so I am thinking that will help subside whatever it is I am feeling. Other than that I feel fine. My next appoitment is on Wednesday. Hopefully that will be my last one with Dr. B, then I graduate to my regualr OB. They also said he will wean me off my precriptions, which I think will help me so much! I cannot wait because my lower back hurts and itches like you would not believe (that is where my intramuscular injections are given every morning. UGH!

Sarah is doing fabulous! There was no daycare this week and she says she misses Bina so much! She even had to give her a bunch of hugs before she left last week. That made Bina's day of course. Since we were on a little break this week, Sarah and I went and looked at two preschools. Kindercare, which I did not care for and Princeton Preschool which we both really liked. So Princeton it is! I am thinking she will start in October. I can't beleive my baby is going to go to school! :-(

We also went to CHLA on Tuesday for Sarah's follow-up with Dr. Shaul. After waiting almost 2 hours we got some good news. Sarah is being weined off her evening medication! Yeah! She is happy about that and so am I! She will have a dye test done, hopefully within the month and then a follow-up in 3 months. The dye test is where they will put this colored dye in her rectum, like her enemas, and take a picture with it in there so they can see that everything is flowing properly. Then she will try to go potty and then they will take more pictures of hopefully an empty colon. I am sure she will hate it because I am not doing it, but we will see how all that goes.

Picture Time!

First u/s showing that there are two sacs.
At 7 wks, Sac 1-hard to see, the picture wasn't that great!
7 wks, Sac 2-the dark circle to the left is Sac 1. Sac 2 is to the right.
9 wks, Sac 1. The baby is on its side. The head is to the left.
9 wks, Sac 2

9W1D Pregnant

We had an appoitment today. Everything is going great! I get to graduate from Dr. B after the next appoitment in 2 weeks. We saw 2 strong heartbeats. Both babies have grown a lot since the last time. They both have heads and bodies and tiny little buds for arms and legs. "Sac 1" (as he calls it) was moving around quite a bit. Of course I cannot feel it yet. Maybe in about 7 weeks I will be able to. "Sac 2" was just lying there, probably sleeping. I hope that isn't an indication that one baby will be awake while th other is sleeping! How is mommy supposed to sleep!? He refilled my "anti-nausea" medicine again. I think it curves the nausea, but does not take it away! I will get to see my regualr OB, Dr. G, in 3 weeks and Dr. B also wants me to see a high risk O/B.

Sarah is doing good and is excited for the babies to come. But she doesn't ask when they are coming. So that is a releif. She likes to keep the ultrasound pictures next to her bed so she can look at them before going to sleep. It is so cute! We are going to look at preschools next week for Sarah. I am off for a few days so I thought that would be a perfect time to take a look at what is out there. I think it is time for her to go to school. She is pretty advanced though with her letters and numbers. She knows all the sounds of her letters, she can write her name, and she can count backwards from 10. So I think she is on the right track.

Sarah is 4 Years Old!

I can't beleive it! It feels like I just had her yesterday. Tim and I got her a Barbie bike. It is so cute and she looks great on it. She needs to peddle harder so she can actually go, but she is not afraid to get on it, at least until she falls.

We had a small birthday party at Chuck E. Cheese on Friday. She had so much fun. I hadn't been to CEC in forever and it was actually pretty nice. It was clean and not real crowded. It seemed like the kids had a blast.

Saturday we went to Tim's parents house to visit more with Bob and Leah and the boys. Sarah just loves playing with them. I wish we lived closer so we could see them a little more.

I am 8 weeks pregnant today. Yes I am still not feeling really well. I have been taking my medication every day, twice a day. I tried only taking it once a day and that didn't work. Yesterday I was miserable after work. Sarah is so good though. I can lay in bed and she will play in her room with her babies or read a bunch of books. I go to the Dr. again on Monday. Maybe he will have a miracle drug that will make me feel better. That would be so nice.

It's Official!

Well, as many of you already know (because I have a big mouth), Tim, Sarah and I are having twins. Well, really I am the one having the babies, but they are certainly a BIG part of this addition. We are excited, shocked, and worried all at the same time. I am only 7 weeks 1 day so it is still VERY early to be celebrating. But the Dr. doesn't see me for two weeks so that is always good.

I am VERY sick, in my eyes. I am not vomitting but I am nauseas/hungry/moody. Poor Tim! Nothing sounds good to eat at all. Although today I had a Weight Watchers mac & cheese frozen dinner for lunch and it was VERY good. So I may be eating that everyday for the next 5 weeks if I have to. I mean I am barely eating anything! And as you all know I LOVE TO EAT!!! I did have a Deit Coke with no caffeine today and it tasted okay.

Tim is such a good husband these days. He has been doing the laundry, the dishes and he helped put in a new wood floor in the family room with his dad on Monday. So not only is he working two jobs but he is also being Mr. Mom at home. I just have no energy to do anything.

Sarah is being very good as well. She lays with me in bed at night and takes care of me. She is going to be such a good big sister to the babies when they come. Although she beg daddy the other day not to change stinky diapers when the babies come. It was very cute. I told her she didn't have to, just feed them and burp them and we will be good. :-)

Sarah's 4th birthday is in 2 days! And is she excited?? OMG! We are having a little family party at Chuck E. Cheese's on Friday. She has never been so it should be interesting. We got her her first bicyle with training wheels. It is pink with streamers! I can't wait to see her ride it! Thursday she has her party at Bina's. I made chocolate cupcakes for that. So it should be a good birthday for her.

Well that is all from here. I will post pictures of the ultrasounds soon. I am not sure if I will be able to take a good enough picture of them and they are too dark to scan. But I will give it my best shot. Until the next post.......

Our Fish

UGH!

Since my last post a lot has happened. I am 7 wks 1 day along. And the nausea had hit! It is so bad that the Dr. prescribed me something to curve it. It seems to be bad in the morning and then around 8 at night. So I go to bed at that time. I am eating little meals and eating them slowly. Luckily there is no vomitting but it is still not something I want to have. I am trying to enjoy this pregnancy, since it may be my last, and it is very hard to do that.

I went to the Dr. last week on July 24th and the Dr. saw two sacs! One was bigger than the other and that one was the one with the heartbeat. The other one was right next to it and could still be viable. The Dr. will check me again on Monday. I will post more when i know what is going on.

other than that we are all good. Sarah is taking good care of her mommy when we are home. I have been going to bed at the same time she does so if Tim is coming home late we sleep in our bed and then Tim moves her. She is very good at going to sleep so i don't worry about it. Once the baby comes she won't be able to do that too much, but we will make time to have cuddle time with her.

So far so good.....

Well everything is going good so far. I am only 4 weeks along so really how much could happen? I actually don't feel pregnant. But there really are no signs at this stage. I am tired, but I don't think any more than normal. I had heartburn yesterday but could have been what I ate. So who knows. I got my second BETA test, which is the HcG test that measures the pregnancy hormone. My number went from 73 to 324! So that is excellent. I will have my first ultrasound on Friday. We will hopefully be able to see a sac (or two). The Dr. will make sure it is growing like it should. Hopefully in a week or two after that we can see the heartbeat! I cannot wait for that! I will post a picture of the u/s this weekend.

I Am Pregnant!

Today we found out that I am pregnant! Here is a picture that Dr. B gave us the day of the transfer. The embryo on the top right s the bad one. That was discarded. The one in the middle is the really good one. It is hatching and ready to latch on to something. Underneath that is the shell from the embryo. Yes we all hatch from an egg. Dr. B uses "Assisted Hatching" when using FET (frozen embryo transfer). What that means is they poke a hole in the embryo to help the process along. The embryo on the left side is an okay embryo. It is just a bit slower at "hatching."

The nurse called me at about 2:30 to tell me the good news. My number was 73 and it needs to be above 20. So that is excellent! I go back on Monday for second test to make sure my numbers are doubling. The number has no indication if I will have multiples or not. According to the computer I would be due March 18th.

I told Sarah I have a baby in my tummy. She is very excited. She already has two names picked out, Pinkey and Fireman. Nice names, huh? Well that is all the news for now. I will write more on Monday.

Today was the Day.....

We went in to the office at 2. We sat and talked for a bit about the embryos. Dr. B defrosted 3 embryos. One was really good and ready to grab onto something. One was just okay. Not bad though. One was no good at all. It was almost dead. We went back into the room and I got into position. He used a speculum just like you would getting your annual exam. Then he put in a cathetar (a long tube), then he cleaned my uterus with some stuff. Then he called for the embryos. They come right from the lab to my uterus. So when the embryologist brings them in she, the nurse, the dr. and Tim all watched. I just layed there and waited. Then the embryologist takes the tube the embryos were in and checks them to make sure they got all them in. Then we just wait for 15 minutes. After that I went into the car and layed back to go home. And since then I have been laying on the couch. I am a little bored but okay. I did get up to eat diiner. But now I have cramps, I think because the Aleeve is wearing off. I can take two more in a few hours. I go back on July 11th at 8 am and I will know something that afternoon. So the wait begins.......

Tomorrow is Transfer Day!

I cannot beleive we are almost there! We have been at this since May 27th and it is now July 2nd. My appoitment is tomorrow at 2pm. I am anxious and nervous. I actually don't know what to feel at this point. I don't want to jinx anything. I will be off my feet on bedrest for four days. Hopefully they will go by fast. My goal is to get my blog up and running by the end of the weekend. More to come.......

If it isn't one thing it is another....

I had been having leg cramps for 2 days. The cramps were really bad, bringing tears to my eyes. I called Dr. B to see what could be causing them. I guess Estrogen could cause blood clots. It is very rare but it does happen. I was having them in both legs. The nurse at Dr. B's said I needed to call my primary care Dr or go to the ER so I could get a doppler done on my legs. My Dr. got me in and checked my legs. They were swollen but he didn't see anythng that would be a blood clot. He did send me to the hospital so I could get the doppler done on my legs. The tech was super nice and the doppler felt really good on my legs. Turns out there was no blood clot (thank God!) If there was I would not be able to take the medicine they put the put you on. I would probablyhave to be on bed rest. The nurse at Dr. B's said to eat banana's and drink Gatorade or anything with elecetrolytes and the pain should go away. Friday night they were still hurting and Saturday they were better but still hurting a little. This morning they feel better. Iam trying to keep them up as much as I can to help with the swelling. The heat is not helping either. It is over a 100 here and we didnt think our AC was working but last night I was dying and Tim thought he would try the air again. And it is working!!! You have no idea how happy that made me feel! Now I can do things without breaking out in a sweat! Well that is all the news for now.

Why am I hot all the time??!!

I am guessing it is from the medication I am on. But come on, so I have to be hot all the time!!?? It was really noticeable on Saturday. I was sitting in church fanning myself like I was going through menopause. It did not get any better as the day went on. Today I found a fan at work to keep on my desk and just have it blow on me. It is also about 95 degrees in the valley now and it is just going to go up as the summer comes upon us.

I am feeling better other than that. My next appt. is next Wednesday. I am starting to get VERY excited. I am starting to plan what I will do while I am on bedrest. I think I will get some Friends DVD's and a few movies. Tim will have to work on Saturday and Sunday but he will be home Thursday for the transfer and Friday because of the holiday. My parents will help with Sarah which will be nice.

That is all for now. More to come.

I am sick....

Yes you read that right. Tim came home the other night with a little cold. I woke up Thursday with a cold! And people wonder why I don't share! So I only worked a half day yesterday and today I am at work but feeling a little better. It is just a head cold but I can't take anything because of the medications I am on right now to get ready for the transfer.

This morning was my first injection. I can't remember what it is called but I take it on Tuesdays and Fridays. Today Tim injected my lower back with .25cc's of this oily medication. It didn't hurt. But about 3 hours later my back, where he injected me, was burning. It was like I had a rash there. But there is nothing there and it looks just fine. So we will continue on.

This weekend is a busy one (fine time for me to get sick!). Tomorrow is my cousin Ryans wedding. It is in Lompoc at 3pm. We also have Sarah's first swim lesson for the season in Newbury Park. Should be interesting to see if she learns anything this time. Sunday is Father's Day. We will go to the Tanners in the AM and then to my parents for dinner. Poor Tim has to work in the afternoon, but at least he gets to see his dad. Happy Father's Day to all the fathers out there!

My First Entry

As you all know we have a website for Sarah that I have been trying to update regularly. Well, I decided we needed to either us a different webpage or do something different. This is where the blog comes in. I wanted something where I could document our fertility journey this time. As we started to go through the process, I realized I didn't write anything down the last time and of course I don't remember much about it since it was 4 years ago. So this is where we are now. I am hoping to share my experience with all my family and friends ans maybe be able to help someone who is going through the same things we are going through to have a baby.

At the end of May Tim, Sarah and I went to see Dr. Boostanfar (who we will call Dr. B because his name is too long to type everytime.). I thought it was important to bring Sarah with us so she can meet the Dr that is going to help us have a baby. And I thought he would want to see her too since it had been almost 4 years since he saw her. We talked a little bit and since I was on Day 4 of my cycle he said I could start on birth control pills (BCP). He did a simple ultrasound (u/s) to check my ovaries. Making sure there were no cysts or fibroids on them. And they looked good according to him. So that night I started the BCP. I took my last pill on Sunday, June 8th.

June 11th was our second appoitment with Dr. B. He again did an u/s and agian they looked good. He ran a blood test to check my progesterone levels and my estrogen levels. All came back good. He said to start the Folgart the next day along with some baby asprin. Folgart gives me the necessary vitamins and the baby asprin will help with ny circulation.

Tomorow, June 13th, I will start my first injection. I forget what it is called. Tim will administer it in the morning. I will get that on Tuesdays and Fridays. I will also continue with the Folgart and baby asprin everyday.

Anyway, that is it for now. I am hoping this blog will be fun for everyone to read. I will not be sending out emails to remind people to check it out. Check it out as often as you would like. I am still trying to figure everything out. I will post pictures once I figure out how to do it. I will update soon.